I grabbed up the first L&D job that came my way. This hospital should be a good first job for me. They are working toward baby friendly status, magnet status and bring on a new team of new nurses (me).
The next two weeks are full of fun classroom learning which changes up the schedule with the kiddos and is causing me some serious anxiety.
We had to hire a new babysitter to come in the morning to take the kiddos to preschool. With the commute, I see them at the end of the day for dinner and bedtime. It's heartbreaking. Truly.
The guilt is very real. I missed CrossFit to be with the kids and somewhat regret it. As this new adventure unfolds and gives me new purpose, I'm battling my former purpose. Or at least how to combine the two.
I'm sure this is no new challenge to working moms. And I'm in full cliche mode here, but it feels very real and specific to me. I miss my kids, but love having work outside the home. This is going to be a tough one.
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